When I was absorbed in writing my thesis I often woke up with words running through my mind, - sweet phrases - images unwrapped in words. If I rose and wrote immediately, I could catch some of these and then build with and on them. It was joyful.
My writing was powerful and insightful. I wrote knowing I would be read by a small number of academics, my committee and future thesis writers who might explore the OISE thesis collection. I wrote with the sense of privacy one has in a diary combined with the desire to please respected teachers I was righly grateful to. I didn't expect to be read by "a long list of strangers" (p. 225) so I wrote very differently than I currently do when I write in my blogs.
Jim, my husband, has always loved bookstores, and kept mentioning a book called blogs! that he'd seen roaming Chapters.
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For Valentine's Day, he gave it to me. Eventually I picked it up, and found it tremendously confirming. You see, I'd prepared and given a lecture, a month ago, on the educational and business uses of blogs and wikis, and much in blog! I had already discovered simply by slogging my way through the wildermess of searching the web - using Google, Technorati, Google's Blog Search and my del.icio.us archive, etc. In fact, I had actually read some of the chapters in blog! that were online.
I am fascinated by the web and blogging and convinced that we humans are in the process of another developmental change in our culture, caused directly by a new communication technology, so reading - in a BOOK! - the same ideas that I have arrived at, well, for a digital immigrant, a book-person, this is wonderful! I recommend Kline & Burstein's blog! - a really good read.
In their interviews with many early bloggers and blogging experts, what is repeatedly stressed is the voice. If the blogger's voice isn't authentic and interesting, forget it! If the blogger's voice's isn't casual and rather exclamatory, their blog will remain at the far end of the long tail. And who want to be unread! Well that's an interesting question.
There's an interesting paradox for me there. I like the idea of being read, but I'm afraid I'll get carried away and blurt out something offensive or forbidden. I am hyper aware that potentially millions could read this post!!!!!!!! I am also aware that I get tremendously excited when I get any comments. I don't really expect to be read. So I court by trying to be useful, but when my teacher persona dominates, I grow dry and write in a style appropriate to wikis - businesslike and depersonalized, but with an explosive desire to burst through my self-imposed (but often wise) censorship and write in extreme terms. I miss the safety of having respectful and wise editors.
Here's my question: can I be an honest and open blogger?
In a writerly move, I will return to the beginning. In the morning, sometimes I can extend that liminal space - where threads of images and words move through me, - by rising and right away opening my always-on computer and writing. As I have today, inspired by blog! In that liminal space, I am neither constrained nor blurting; I am simply present and following the thread of my thoughts. Even the technical pauses, where I find urls so I can link to them, or copy images and upload them to Flickr so I can include them, don't stop the flow.
And maybe that's the answer - writing in that liminal space for a while before going to read the Saturday comics!
Works Cited
Kline, David, and Dan Burstein. Blog! New York: Cds Books, 2005.
Keywords: blog!, blogging, Dan Burstein, David Kline, liminal, voice